my girl

at the risk of sounding bisexual, lee da hae, who is the extremely cute lead from the korean show which i am currently obsessed with now, my girl (goong s***s!), has replaced the kim sam soon woman as the girl i desperately want to date, we can lie to each other (not lie with, you morons) until we both die when i tell my parents that her dad isn't really a businessman with interests in japan but rather a convict-gambler-beggar conglomerate, and when she realises i'm not even korean, accounting for my good usage of english, this sentence is very, very long, and i was going to say, lee dong wook, the male lead, is currently the hottest and cutest man in the universe, whatever aysuria might say with regard to her husband, george, although i wouldn't want to be like him, rather i'd want to be like ji jin hee, chang jin's boyfriend who was a civil servant and ended up making shoes although he became a civil servant again. okay.

MY GIRL IS THE BEST SHOW IN THE UNIVERSE except for project runway BUT IT IS DEFINITELY MORE FUNNY AND KEK SIM THAN KIM SAM SOON ALTHOUGH ACTUALLY THE KIM SAM SOON WOMAN IS MORE FUNNY BUT THE LEE DA HAE SHE IS MAD LEHHH AND OHHH YOU KNOW LEE JUN KI THE ANDROGYNOUS MAN-WOMAN-GIRL FROM THE CLOWN AND THE KING OR THE PRINCE AND THE PAUPER OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT YOU KNOW THE KOREAN MOVIE WHERE THE KING LIKES THIS ACTOR-ACTRESS THING YES YES THAT ONE OHH MUGOD HE IS REALLY REALLY SAD LEHH HE IS KE LIAN ONE YOU KNOW OHHHHH AND I HATE THE TENNIS WOMAN SHE IS A BITCH B I T C H I H A T E Y O U WOAH SHE REALLY SUCKS LEHH I WISH SHE'D GO BACK TO MEXICO AND AND AND LIKE I DUNNO BECOME A CACTUS OR WHATEVER OHHH I HATE HER BUT I LOVE EVERYONE ELSE THE AUNTY AND THE GRANDPA HAHAHA OHHHH

in other news, i am coping very very badly with regard to the demise of js, victor, teck heng and tan long, seeing that effectively much of my available social circle has drastically diminished, seeing as to how everyone is either in the army (js, victor, teck, tan long, various others), or overseas (faith, aysuria, dezhi (i think), ivan (i think), eq (previously), sarahsmith), or working at loyang (bridget). ugh. which has relegated me to rotting at home watching my girl. actually i'm really terrified as the end of the series approaches, what am i going to do?? watch stairway to heaven AGAIN omomomomomomo cannot lehh if i watch that in this lonely mood i will zisha AHHHH VICTOR AND JS WHERE ARE YOUUUUUUUUU unhappyunhappyunhappy.

the one thing that i have been looking forward to for a week that was to be the highlight of my social activities for the next two weeks which was going to happen tomorrow has just evaporated without much good reason that i know of leaving me feeling confused and strange just as i felt on a certain day in september only that this time i don't feel as strongly as i want to or usually do and i feel like i should kick up a big fuss but i think im too tired to do so and this has been a very breathless sentence. oh well. maybe i should just gymswim and watch a movie tmr alone. ALONE UGHH I AM A SOCIAL CREATURE I NEED PEOPLE PEOPLE OHHH

it seems like the christmas party is confimedly going to be held at my house, which is small, and has no christmas tree, and has no sizeable oven, and has no whisk thing, and is in the corner of a remote part of an abandoned area in a derelict location, but im sure we can work something out.

somehow everything came out aggressive and more angry than i meant it to be, but sometimes i mean different things, ohh how dramatic and cryptic i-am-a-dreamer-the-world-doesn't-understand-me.

reeeeeeeeeeeech