hell starts again in ninety minutes

going back to classified area, to sum it up, sucks.

meanwhile, aysuria said this, which i regrettably have not been able to copy and paste in original form, but anyways this just about commemorates her expulsion from nun school:

aysuria: i got ____i to burn for me

HAHA it seems like aysuria still has the hots for somebody :D

in other news, here is a poem.



Bedroom Ritual

Every night I lie and dream about the problem that is me,
When the moon raises argent brows and peers into the window,
Luring silent alcoves and secrets into light.
The dark, warm cloisters of sheets and blankets and furs slink themselves
Round and round, a moist embrace that only the aloneness of the night
Has seen, when the furtive mind is disentangled from the blankets of civility.
Here, I can be myself. Hungry like the wolf, clawing and scraping through
The walls for release. My howls lick silently the lurid walls
That shift and swim and become different places, cavernous and
Mysterious, waiting to be exploited. Fantasies have never hurt anyone,
Except in lunacy. Here the hunt begins, until dawn.

ah. but at least it's a couple more days, then freedom again :D
but still, a couple of days seem dauntingly long.

reeeeeeeech