yesterdays

yes, i'm back again, this time only because my sister's still hogging the shower for some unfathomable hair-drying reason, and i left the computer and internet (for the uninitiated, 56k requires you to turn-on the internet, it is not automatic) on after falling asleep with my contacts and smoky clothes on, which is why now i have very red but very, very, very pretty eyes (i kid you not, i look like zhang bo zhi now) and very smoky sheets.

since the last entry, things have been eventful and many. actually not, everything revolved around shouting, screaming, stress and planning, many insects, trees and undergrowth, dz getting into O/C/S!, mopeing over cg23 (HAHA I HAVE NO MORALS), mopeing over how i have no more friends, meeting up with Ays on satur/sundays (omg we really are turning into Mark and Amanda, no, not the nice and relatively good-looking couple [good looking, yes, but nice and couple and relatives, no] but the duo from ugly betty which is the like awesomest show in like the universe?) to bitch about ugly people and sometimes (actually most the time) having deep, psychoanalytic conversations about the nature of love, life and the failings of mankind while pretend-shopping for social night. The woman, is now on her way to bangkok, the Land of Cheap Shoes, Bags, Clothes, Everything, and after that on her way to KL where resides More Cheap Shoes, Bags, Clothes, Everything. humph. oh well, at least i get to shop for oil in brunei. optimist optimist. life is so unfair.

speaking of unfairness, it sucks to know that not only teck heng, but js now too has a 8-5 job, which sucks cause now there is another person who can say 'oh! let's meet up on tuesday night which is in the middle of the week because i find no need in booking out since i do that every day at 1700hrs and thus can go for various concerts' (read: gwen stefani and x aguilera [omg how _hey!] and jolin tsai [over already, i think. but still]). i hayyte chuu, i hayyte chu. speaking of js, if you still read this, take care and remember that we all love you and you still have friends who are very nice to you and are willing to listen to your ranting and sorrows, and will treat you to ice cream, if only you would tell them, and take care.

i was going to type more about previous events, but my memory eludes me, and all i can remember was yesterday, so here goes:

1. overslept for no reason other than too much w______, got to town late for no reason to prepare for social night for no reason.

2. went to ays's house to pick her up for social night, and had Rare Encounter with Both of Fainsheng! which was nice. watched a bit of bridget jones, which is Really Funny and is a LCN show. we took a cab and

3. arrived at social night late, and unglamorously (for fainsheng) and gasped at the amount of rj people there, ays and i were seriously going 'ah! its ___!' and 'hi ___! where are you now!' and 'eh ___! dyou know ___ is here too', i mean, is the social circle so tiny? then everything collapsed into a night of furtive bitching and complaining and oh-so-cute fakeness in the line of Brewerkz Night with ____h's class HAHA. A and me were having all these M&A conversations (hey hey M&A looks really good we can start a fashion house/ conglomerate) and she has perfected the 'Amanda' look, really, and we are now both well on our way to bitchy careers, saying bitchy things simultaneously in the same tone (actually ays i realize mine is alot more bitchy, yours is just more complainey and euf) woah we have no morals and i am becoming incoherent.

4. after hibyes i went to meet tetty and th at ____, which turned out to be nice but boring since nothing funny happed (funny things Always Happen at ____) and they closed early! which is leaving me feeling cheated!

OH OH ACTUALLY MANY A THING HAPPENED AT ____ for one i saw _______ who is __'s ewest __ and woah it's really _____ and ______-up, the minute i saw _______ i had to alert the __ and aysuria who both gave very different responses which were both along the lines of ew! but in a less toned down way for ays. this encounter paved the way for another Rare SMS Conversation Lasting More Than Two SMSes Containing More than OK and Thanks with ______ and __. in the space of like an hour, i felt my sense of community coming back to me which was nice. it was as if i had friends again. yeah but as usual it fizzled into nothingness. but ohh something v bad and complicated happened to __, which kinda leaves me feeling grateful for pulling through and getting over certain people. poor __. argh i dislike _.

speaking of ____, cg23! :( regret and sorrow, i am devoid of basic moral values. HAHA woah what an insider joke which only i think only three people will understand.

wow that was so soporific. i think, i might eat some jam and bread then go towning alone first.

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