oh well

it seems that everything is depressed now, and i realise how dangerous it is for me to base my entire emotional axis on one fruitless, hopeless thing, so i should stop, but it is hard to try.

in other news, just came back from an extremely filling RC CNY dinner held in the community hall just outside my window. usual fare with very loud speakers and spit flying everywhere, and we didn't win anything substantial, so there. supposed to be out right now watching some late night show, but everything's cancelled at the last minute. but i suppose staying at home is a luxury, given the confines of Other Place.

meanwhile, you silly boy, i wonder what is wrong, but i think there is nothing much i can do now except be annoying. so there.

reeeeeeech